Productively soul searching

Rather productive thot sharing for 3 straight days. Let's see how much I can do this.


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Nevertheless- about work. That little snippet of info is a little glorious nugget of action that shows staff that u care.


I digress. There are many angles to attack- but I need to be clear where to attack that gives path of least resistance and also gives the most returns to the objectives. Philosophy again!

I need now to define factsheet content. Progress from the point that a fund will be established.

Personally, overcome this shyness. Be gregarious, socialise, understand divergent pts of view and embrace them rather than be intimidated. Have and sow courage and seed it well. Overcome laziness.

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Being reflective is necessary- it provides a basis for changing deep-rooted poor attitudes, beginning with preparing mentally- similar to an NLP approach. Tho better if conducted nightly as espoused by the sunnah when we perform qiyam.

One outcome of my reflection today is how I need to raise my self-confidence.

Tbc

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Sometimes I question why I go thru so much soul searching and soulbaring- it's too agonising, painful at times. But I do know the answer to that is I have not found my footing, or rather found it but let go of it unwittingly, and find it so much harder to find and to grasp as fixatedly as before.

What I do know what I need to now is to determine my role models, the icons to emulate, the firmness of character I need to develop, the strength to hold on, the people I need to surround myself with, the 'ecology' I need to develop and sustain around me, the discipline to implement and of course, the blessings of those that count. And the learnings from before is simple, no actions happen without Allah's Will and His Blessings alone will determine the success of this next assault to ensure I obtain the conquest of my soul and my base desires.

And just on cue, the ustaz here is saying, "mantapkan diri dulu sebelum perjuangan" as a sunnah of the prophet.

Btw just thot of another angle being comparisons of financials of various tech / LS VC's - what portfolios are successful?