FLEXIT Strategy (or not)

1. The tottering and the flip-flopping is entering the final 96 hours on the back of 2 major reset programs called Ramadhan and a Covided-MCO.
2. Personal priorities are clearer, the next steps are not. The trading of security and stability to risk and instability has not been adequately resolved. But isn't that the case with hindsight and being in the moment versus projecting to a very unformed future?
3. Rightfully said that the future at least needs to be formed, at least partially, before an informed decision could be made. Anything less is just inadequate preparation. And this after thinking about things for 3 years.
4. The lack of a 100 day plan that is executable is worrying. If anything, it invites the question of preparedness. At the very least, the 100 day plan should have substantial revenues being generated. To point to savings and pension plans as the backups are good, but insufficient. The need is to work on the investable opportunities now. And it should be less fluffy than to point to the unit trust and equity investments which are just too volatile in the recession period at the moment.
5. The moment is ripe for an investment. To start with, it should be a small allocation into a lucrative growth opportunity. To understand how the market works and what the demand will look like will give greater comfort to make the jump. A vidcall to Shereen should be done.
6. I should be less instinctive as I am now for decision making when using own money for this venture. A more structured way of moving and taking tentative forward steps, and being ready for all the heart-aches. Being prepared for all eventualities. Being thoughtful and being persistent. All qualities being eroded by the toxic enmities I carry in Xeraya.
7. Not easy to rely on own capabilities when the environment isn't really conducive. The political upheaval doesn't signal too much hope, but more of trying to work through private interests. 
8. Balancing is next to impossible.
9. Timing is everything. But willpower to bend outside drivers and conditions are more than that.
10. Question is - am I the one? Or am I too racked by self-doubt?